Catching the moment

My mind is blank. 
It's like i've vanished, dissapeared, died. 
People around me are crazy, mad. 
The busses are driving within seconds of eachother. Noise.
The ground is dirty, filthy, a total mess. 
My feet wobble. I cannot walk. 
I feel pain in my stomach though i am not thirsty nor hungry. 
Time is flying by like seaguls in the grey cloudy sky. 
There are people everywhere though i feel lost. 
The air is infected by fumes from the many cars.
I can barely breath. 
The raindrops shatter on my dry coat. 
I feel the tears escape my eye. 
Was i going to die? 
The thought of love enters my mind. 
I shiver as the cold wind passes me by. 
The churchbells ring and the high heels shatter. 
Rage passes by as two cars intertwine and crash.
A bmx on the side. 
I wish i could hide. 
I'm alone in the dark alley. It's cold.
People stare at me. I flinch at the thought.
Am i to return home? 
What home? - I have no home.