Heart of a Lion ..

Recently i started to listen to some of Kid Cudi's music, and i must say, although this isn't the best music, i do enjoy listening to it. His lyrics are brilliant, with focus on his personal problemes. When I listen to "Heart of a Lion" or "Man on the Moon" I can draw connections between my life, and his description of his personal problemes.
Although his problemes mostly are based on drugs, my problems are based on past, where i've suffered mentally and psyically through many sequences.
I would recommend you listening to his music!
Give it a thought.. and focus on the fabulous lyrics.

Hide and Seek

Don't we all just love those mad-sickning days? Yes, i do mean those days when you want to burry your head in the ground and hide, vanish out of thin air!
When bad times struggle, we seek company from our friends, our family, the beloved ones who we trust. But why is it, when you are in need of help, people let you down?! I mean, seriously, whenever I need someone to talk to, they tend to flee! Now why is this? Are they scared? Is it me? All my emotions are in a mess, the depression of being lonely, keeps pressuring my head to the maximum, to have that thought, that maybe, maybe it IS me, that's something is wrong with?
The sickening sound of an alarm clock, always ticking in my head; Tick Tock Tick Tock!! Arrrgh, is madening! If just i could escape from this!
Although i cannot.. The music keeps playing, the clock ticking, and people stay the same. It's sad, really..  But you cannot change the way others act. You cannot make choices for them. You can only control your own actions. Life is life, destiny is destiny.. you just gotta have faith and believe that somehow, somewhere, there will be hope!

Heey! So i'm this lucky owner of a pair of these Dr Martens  (Classics - 1460z - Purple Shimmer £64.99). Got them online though, for less than half the oringinal prize! KATJING! Sometimes you gotta love amazon.co.uk <3
I do have a problem though /: Although they are gorgeous (oh and i have another pair in Blue Shimmer) i'm struggling with outfits to suit them.
So I was wondering if you may have any ideas, clothes-wise, to pair my lovely new Doc's with?
P.S. - Im not a skinny girl, and neither tall.

“It should be already known to me”

Love. Hunger. Rejection. Pain. Denial. We all know the feelings. The feeling of falling in love, wanting this person so much, that we almost starve ourselves to get what we want. The feeling of finally finding this loved person, getting rejected, feeling the pain of not having what we wanted, the rejection filling our souls with hate, sorrow, a black hole.Finally denying the fact that we ever felt this way about something, someone. The black hole living on until the day we find that other one, the one that may look like the someone, but again finding more pain, rejection once again. The black hole living on until the day we accept our destiny.

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På under 48 timer gik min verden i stå, og delte sig i 3; Love, Hate and Faith.
Det var som et sort hul der åbnede sig gevaldigt, og drastisk blev til virkelighed.

Vreden stormede ud til alle sider, rasende, med mørke øjne. Øjne der kunne dræbe.
Uskyldige skikkelser luskede i mørket, ventede på mig, tavst.
Jeg var bange, bange for det ukendte. Hvad der ikke ventede mig i dette mørke.
Jeg trak mig længere ned, ned, ned der hvor man ikke kan bunde.
Forvirring var skabt, og had blev født.
Du kom og hentede mig op fra mørkets dyb, trak mig op til overfladen, lod mig se lyset.
Kun dig, det havde altid været dig, din mission, du var skabt til det.
Du viste mig vej, du var som en engel, en smuk engel. En engel der i mørket udfoldede sin uskyldighed.
Du, som kunne se jeg var noget, noget specielt. Du som omfavnede mig, varmen der spredtes. Du som tog mig i dine arme og plantede et kys. Et drømmende kys, et dejligt kys.
Absorberet af lysets stråler, forsvandt min verden for et split sekund.
Du måtte have taget mig med til himlen. Himlen, et dejligt sted, et trygt sted, et hjem.
Kærligheden blomstrede og glæde blev født.

Du, min elskede engel, som tog min hånd og viste mig vej. Den rette vej, vejen.
Du som spillede sød musik ved mine ører. Aldrig havde jeg hørt så dejlige lyde.

Sikke ord du kunne, det var dejligt, rart. Jeg følte mig special.

Dine øjne skinnede som guldjuveler, solens diamanter. Du kiggede mig dybt ind i øjnene.
Jeg var blændet, opslugt af skønheden. En vis skønhed jeg ikke før havde set.

Længe havde dette været en drøm, en rar drøm, drømmen.
Du gjorde min drøm til virkelighed. Jeg lukkede øjnene, forblev i denne drøm.

Skæbnen førte mig hertil, noget fantastisk blev født.

Noget fantastisk jeg ikke kunne sætte ord på. Jeg var hjemme, tryg.
Det var så dejligt, så varmt. Du reddede mig, min engel.
Jeg blev hos dig, ventede. Du sang ikke mere, du lyttede. Du lyttede til rytmen.

Rytmen, hjertebanken, mit hjerte, dit hjerte, vores hjerter.
To hjerter i himlen. To sjæle blev til en. Jeg vidste det var her jeg hørte til!