Hide and Seek

Don't we all just love those mad-sickning days? Yes, i do mean those days when you want to burry your head in the ground and hide, vanish out of thin air!
When bad times struggle, we seek company from our friends, our family, the beloved ones who we trust. But why is it, when you are in need of help, people let you down?! I mean, seriously, whenever I need someone to talk to, they tend to flee! Now why is this? Are they scared? Is it me? All my emotions are in a mess, the depression of being lonely, keeps pressuring my head to the maximum, to have that thought, that maybe, maybe it IS me, that's something is wrong with?
The sickening sound of an alarm clock, always ticking in my head; Tick Tock Tick Tock!! Arrrgh, is madening! If just i could escape from this!
Although i cannot.. The music keeps playing, the clock ticking, and people stay the same. It's sad, really..  But you cannot change the way others act. You cannot make choices for them. You can only control your own actions. Life is life, destiny is destiny.. you just gotta have faith and believe that somehow, somewhere, there will be hope!